Kill hope

When our words are lost

When our head scream silence

when the time pass

But the pain stays

When there's only sharp and deep need

But loneliness to answer it

While i got crushed by your words

While you took my heart and stepped on it

I can't beleive what's hapenning

All my hopes lost

All my faith disapearing

This hate i hadn't felt in years

Filling every single drop of me

To a point that I hate me

To a point where I don't want this anymore

Don't want what? All of that!

Sleeping doesn't heal it hurts

Working doesn't change the mind it kills

My head focused on that solution

That long time ago I swore not to think ever again

I showed you who I was

You laughed at it

I open my wound

And you smashed right in to it

Your kind words were a trap

I knew it was too good to be true

And you killed me way before leaving

But finished me by doing so

And this loneliness of mine

That I apparently so like

I'll lay down

To never wake up

My tears falling down my face

Again for you and your grace

And in my last whisper

I won't even say a word

That friendship that never was

That undercover love that was always

Is gone for you and me

And now i am no more...

You prefered us back then

I never knew you without love

But now that I tasted you

You killed the only part that was still hoping.