L'autre

Passion déchu

La flamme ne brule plus

La vague qui me bercait

Fut celle qui me noyait

Je refuse les jours

Les nuits je cours

La musique des vivants

A perdu de son allant

La fleur rose de mon innoncence

Perdu deux fois dans trop d'intense

Je suis mort d'ivresse

Laissé a ma détresse

J'ai trop aimé

Me suis fait trop joué

Le coeur en lambeau

Je vois le tombeau

Noir de paroles

Noir de pensées folle

Je fu détruit

par mon amour d'autrui

.

From the strenght I had deep inside

Your eyes came and shook everything away

And when you looked at me the first time

I knew it was too late to run away

From the greatest deception

to the biggest fear

I wish i wasn't there last year

There's things time can't fix, they won't fix you

Jason Bajada - Cut,Watch,Leave

unfinished

I can't sleep

and in my head

the memories of your skin

the smooth silk of our embrace

and I cast you away once

to regret it since

And since then i've been lost

And since then i've been alone.

quest

From a warm place in my head

The souvenir of you come and haunt me

The ghost of you laying next to me

Peacefully breathing under my watch

Angels from above watching over us

Giving me a quest I didn't expected

''watch over her'' they say

And I will protect you with all my beeing

From a deep place inside of me

my role towards you become clear

I am to be what you need me too

I'll shield you from the hit you don't wanna face

And this is where I understand what it is

To be trully commited to someone

Over your own desires and needs

Be there, be strong, for she needs it.

je serai là

le sacrifice de soi

comme preuve de mon amour

Les détails abstraits

D'un contrat que je chéri déjà

J'ai laissé ma fierté et mes besoins derrière

pour pouvoir réussir a te redonner le sourrire

Et je fredonne un air lyrique

En attendant les premiers gestes de nos nouveaux liens

Je prend dans mon âme

La responsabilité de ton bonheur

Et ce malgré mes sentiments

Et malgré les attentes qui te font si peur

Je te laisserai vagué

Puisque belle seulement en liberté

Mes mots et mes bras seront seulement un port

Et je ne veux pas être ton drapeau, mes tes vivres.

Je prend sur moi de me controler de moi

De t'apporter au creux de moi

Te blottir contre ma chaleur

Pour que tu puisses te refaire et revivre des douceurs

Et tes peurs qui t'empechais hier de t'ouvrir

Aujourd'hui oublie les et laisse moi est ton sourrire

Je ne te trahirai pas par moi même

Et les sentiments que tu n'as pas ne sont pas nécessaire

Je serai ce que les autres te diront impossible

Parce qu'au merveilleux l'impossible est tenue

Je serai celui sur qui tu pourras te tournée en tout et pour tout

Malgré tes doutes et les moments ou tu auras oublié

Prend ma main, laisse moi ouvrir le chemin

Laisse ma main pour réalisé qu'elle sera la demain

Laisse moi m'épanouir de toi et ensemble ce comblé

Dans le non dit et dans la liberté

Je serai ce qu'il te faudra

Pas toujours ce que tu voudras

Resterai flexible

Puisque tu es comme la marée, changeante.

embrace.

Revolution around the globe

Blood and murder for ideals

And while the planets get crazy

All I can think is how crazy YOU made me

And from this thought I feel guilty

For not caring enough about all that is going on

And all those peoples who wish they had my life

But all I wish is to share it with you

And from this pain of yours you can't get over

I on the other hand, am ready to roll over

I can't beleive you exist sometimes

And you kinda make sense of all the crazyness to me

And i'd prolly start carring back if I had you

But for now i'll be selfish and egoistical

Because i can't think straight when your on my mind

And lady, your always there

Obsessive compulsive behavior

Of daydreaming of those kisses I might never have back

And from this my days are modified

To a tale of wait and pray for your embrace.

night

A night sky full of stars

A cold wind gently rocking snow

Lights reflecting on the perfect whiteness

And a vision of you threw my tears

grotte

procession de bonheur et de sourrire

La chaleur se propage dans tout les coeurs

et pourant dans le miens le froid perdure

pourquoi suis-je intouché par l'ambiance?

les festivités vont bon train

et les couleurs sont brillante

mais a travers mes yeux

tout est gris et noir et sale

l'attente m'aura tout pris

dans ma grotte d'espérance

j'aurai perdu l'excitation du moment

et la joie instantanné

Mélodie d'une peine

Mélancolie, d'une mélodie romantique

Le piano lourd et pesant

Pèse sur les notes dissonantes de mes peines

Mes amours ravagées ne sont plus la symphonie d'autrefois

La marche nuptiale si loin déjà

Je ne voulais pas entendre les accords d'un requiem

Et lorsque la dernière mesure sera joué

Que restera-t-il de moi a aimé?

Et les violoncelles triste me converse

Et tout doucement me berce

Me laissant sans voix

Mes larmes sont instrumentale

Et je te vois loin de moi

Et pourtant hier encore tu étais si près

Ton rythme dictant le miens

Et sans lui que des silences...

seeing you

A cascade of gold

Flying down your shoulder

From it I see the sun

And a smile begins to form

Once a queen

Now elevated to a goddess

I've grown from you

And the warmth you inspire me

Like a small flame burning inside

Like a little heat keeping me alive

There's memories mixed up with hope

And I like how they blur together

And you don't know yet

But I sure can see

That something is meant to be

Between you and me

I can't keep ignoring the beauty

You shed on every little things

I see you

Do you see me?

Billy Bragg - New England

''I loved the words you wrote to me
But that was bloody yesterday
I can't survive on what you send
Every time you need a friend''

resentment blanket.

It's not new anymore

It's starting to be part of the ''decor''

It's common and comes with me

It's now just just another sad story

I carry the pain like a winter coat

For it warms my blood with resentment

I can't seem to forgive

Even less to forget

And while the time pass by

I make peace with her

But hate myself just more

And it's just getting harder to cope with.

rambling

How come the same smile can bring you so much joy and 1 month later bring you equal amount of pain? I used to love seeing her smile, now I can't stand it without starting to cry...

What do I have to do end it? I wish I could amputate my memories of her so I could act like I didn't beleive in it so much.

Is there any place that could make me forget? Tell me yes so I can move on? This sadness and sorrow is just too much pain to bare.

B.o.B - Don't Let Me Fall [Official Music Video]

hate

it's been a long time since i've felt so much hate

since i've been hurt that much

For a while, comforted in a fake paradise

I guess I forgot about it

Resentment is such an harsh feeling

It's sneaky and always come from behind

But when it bites

It takes everything with it.

Memories, memories, memories

What is it that was so pleasant?

All I remember is what I can't have anymore

And just how much of a lie I lived

Every single one of your smiles

Is a knife cutting me from the inside

Freeing an opaque substance...

Hate filling me up, controlling me and directed at you

I'd rather not have lived our past

It hurt me and broke me

And your not even aware of it

You broke something in me and I hate you for it.

blue

Since as far as I remember you

Since i've understood an old cliché;

''from the second I saw you''

I knew i needed you to stay

Home of my past fantasy

Guardian of my future desires

You are the vessel that let me be

The balance that keep me from fire.

Long lost, to be found again

The absence of you I went through

Reminded me that you didn't start as just a friend

And every words since have been blue

Beyond Repair

Sacrifice, why do we make them?

Why changing ourself so much?

For the distant hope of a tandem,

That would maybe last longer and such?

Is there something, when in love, too hard to do?

So why then does it end after the efforts?

Why is the commitment and passion not abble to hold the fort?

So many questions that we don't have the beginning of a clue!

Make her a priority, adore her with passion, don't be selfish...

But in the end what's the point if it's to destroy us

If even with all those, not satisfied; why then make such a fuss

Why make beleive, when only in love....ish.

Semi mesure is not enough they say

But what when you give your all

What when you let yourself completely fall

And all you get is a hesitant; I may

Broken beyond possible repairs

Hurt beyond possible logic

And it's a cliché I know but it's so tragic

That you might miss the one, because someone wasn't fair.

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Plus d'émotions

moins d'analyse

Plus de décisions

moins de couardise

Plus de paix

Moins de guerre

Plus de lait

Moins de misère

Plus de valeurs

Moins de cérébralisation

Plus de couleur

Moins de complication

Plus d'art

Moins de snobbisme

Plus de fetard

Moins de glauckisme

Plus de passions

Moins de doute

Plus de relations

Moins de deroute

Plus d'amour

Moins de peine

Before I left

I was in a room full of emptiness, when I had memories of what once was. Living in a lie is no way to live at all. When I wake up I swore I would remember this. Letting my mind wonder to what conclusion I once reached, I realised I already knew all this, just momentarily forgot it. In order to respect love I had to respect myself... where did I lost this? Where did it became so abstract to me that I forgot about it?

Now i remember, why I once left to come back more balanced, more aware, more focused... And I remember the name I use to whisper in my mind during that time. There it is I remember! I've once waited so long for somebody that I thought the day would never come, why is it so hard now to wait for something i've desired for so long? Desired !?!? Forget it, long for! There's hope in the sky, like always, it's just a mather of looking up instead of looking at the ground. My balance so different then others... i cannot use hapiness as a way to balance myself, i can only use beauty, passion and absolute to feel balance. My mind work in absolute therefore to be balance I have to be able to absolutly feel and not feel at the same time.

I remember thinking why was I bothering? I remember thinking that i already knew the answer even if the answer wasn't available... But could it be that I wasn't ready to deal with the answer in itself? I remember a look so pure I could bait in it! I remember beeing so revolted against so many things and angry at so many people, and then that look that changed it all... Closing my eyes i can still remember the ''click'' in my mind where I understood that sweetness should always prevail over anger, where bliss was a state of consciousness not a state of blind anger or numbness.

I'll see where this is all going... maybe, maybe not... I wish / not.