Glorified...

I gave you my heart

I had your nights

I gave you a life

I had a week

When i poured my soul into us

I received a kiss

When I made a life with you

I received doubts

What are your best memories

Were the beginning of our life

In the end the realisation struck me;

I dreamed all this, nothing else then a glorified rebound.

And even then I cannot help

To go back if I was asked too

And i hate myself for wanting you

Wanting so bad the pain you gave me

Where is my past pride?

You left with it!

Where is my joy?

It left when you told me i wasn't enough

I'd like to hate you so bad

But I just can't bring it in me

I have put already too much

Let me be me again...