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It happen again
The sun shadowing
The moon shinning
I saw time freezing
In your walk towards me
A second to realise
Just how beautiful you still are
The world disapeared
Outside of your contour
The all of earth revolving around those eyes
And you say hi
Your voice makes me gasp
I loose myself a little
Heart pounding hard
My body is not mine anymore
A giant magnet pulled to you
Unable to stop
And while we talk I wander
On everything that could
Or am I imagining this
You have the feel of an angel to me
Will i survive your presence
Or will i be cast to the shadow of hell

K

pure embrace
Pure moment
Where the communion with the other is just perfect.
Where the bliss is so true

Decades and centuries have passed by
It still feels like you are home
Like your words are truth
Like your presence is essentiel

Dreams of perfect harmony
My balance is in you
Fire to my ice
My control to your temper

We think as two sides of the same mind
Like one same argument whole and complete
A mix of family, love and unity.
Words are not invented yet to describe you.

Walk in the desert

A decisive walk
In the desert of loneliness
Tasting the dirt in my mouth
And on I go

Solitude trying to creep in
You will loose this fight
For my armor is strong
And my will unbreakable

Each step forward
Making me stronger
And with your name tattooed
I'm invincible

Fleur d'un pêché
Jamais consommé
D'un désir
Sans agir.

doom

Battling within myself
Between desire and you
Crackling the shell of myself
My true me is hiding

Dodging every words
Trying to escape our fights
And your tears
This is harder then it should

Doubt creeping in
Like a silen assassin
Our path crossed
Starting to beleive I was meant to doom you.

something left?

Endless romance
Broken to pieces
Each part glued
Each part salvaged from the wreck

Critics after critics
Words shot like an arrow
To hurt, to provoke
Wounded love crawling back up

Judging the core
Unadequate outer shell
Will something be left
Of this thing you once loved?

opposition

Metal and silk
Hard but sweet
Pain in joy
Pleasure until sadness

Futur from past
Present till present
Love create hate
Passion and resentment

Hope crashing desillusion
Beauty deformed ugliness
Will or defeat
Time Will Count

'' it's a waste of time asking people who they really are. All you can do is accept them as is and have faith in them. Cuz in the end, whoever you think they are, that's who they are.''
-K, SAO-

Je suis Charlie

La plume pleine d'encre lourde
Gorgée de la peine d'une violence sourde
Planté dans un décor de lumière
Des balles sur des crayons pour les faire taire

Pendant que l'on s'indigne
Que d'autres se signent
La violence, elle, grande gagnante
D'une loterie sanglante

On oublie les origines et les pourquoi
De toutes ses questions de foie
Rappelons-nous que c'était d'abord pour mieux aimer
Que nous avions décidé de prier.

#jesuischarlie

A whisper of love
From a distant pass
Like a soft wind
passing by my skin

Tears have come
Drowning the colors of passion
Diluding the intensity of a lifetime
Into sorrows of a glimpse

Life in a conspiring
Splitting my heart and soul
Making my head spin
The war started in me

Calm and peace
Long gone in the history
That became us
Long gone in the struggles

Movement is inevitable
Laying still will not hold anymore
And from a option to the other
Death is looking over...

Will i live
Will I thrive
Will I die
Will I fade...

I need a illumination
I need a options
No space and no room
From myself I cannot defend.

"Young Forever/Halo" #OnTheRunHBO

toujours au creux
cet élan qui m'habite
cette pulsion immuable
coeur de désirs abstraits

cerveau cramé
par trop de chemins violents
mourant d'avoir trop marché
toujours dans la crainte

dormant
les mots aiguisés
l'arc pret a décoché
brulure vengeresse

en vrille perpetuelle
constante inconstance
douce ivresse
appeurante

J'ai cette certitude qu'un jour
Près ou loin
Mon coeur me tuera
Anéantissant ma tête

L'ampleur de mes erreurs
Le jugement de mon propre inconscient
M'achèvera bien
De m'engloutir dans le noir

Un jour ma tête me quittera
Mon équilibre perdu
Mes idéaux brisés
Le coeur vaincu

Je mourrai d'avoir voulu
Trop aimé trop bien
D'avoir trop espéré
Les histoires que ma tête a crée

Je crève d'être autre chose que moi
Je vois au loin le glas...
Encore plus loin
Encore plus creux.

Raped
Strong words for strong feelings
Invaded in my brain
Forced to say what I didn't wanted

Forced in
Pushed in
Without consentment
Without choice

Like my privacy was nothing
Like my trust was worthless
In my mind i was safe
And I can't trust anymore

Bouncing ideas
Echoeing my fear
Clearing my head
Only in my head

For I know why
For I know how
Surviving in my brain
Slowly cornered into something unwanted

And while my armor is pierced and weak
My wounds open and bleeding
I still love despite agression
But gray is everywhere now

Khalissi

Désir acide d'une éternité impossible
Dans nos paradis perdus
Dans nos nuits maudites
Le sors est jeté contre nous

L'aurore des matins chauds
Brule ma peau de ton absence
J'écris mon manque
Pour avoir tes mots couchés sur moi

Et quand nos silences forcés
Me condamne as-t’imaginés
C'est avec des larmes d'ennui
Que je vois enfin notre vie

Pure Bliss

Eyes of another world
Pulling on me like a black hole
Me drifting in, as an helpless light
Attracted to my own death

Printed in my memory
Carved in my dreams
So deep that fractions
Becomes hours

And in this instant you see right through me
Do I see right through you?
Am I just another lost soul in those temple
Or is there really something reaching to each other

Since then I haven't quite been the same
Part of my focus dwell on what was
In a fraction of a second
Pure bliss.

Claire de lune d,un passé obscur
Dans mes noirceurs de jadis
Ton sourrire et ma patience
T'amadouant tranquillement

Toi sauvage et belle
J'attendrai pour la tendresse
Pour que tu crois
Pour que tu me vois.

Picture perfect in a dream of mine
A place where i thrive to get
Just a feeling of serenity
Just a certitude that finally i've arrived

A beautiful Peaceful smile
Eyes closed, breathing steady
By my side your happy
By yours im contempt

Not wanting for anything
Not unachieved in anay way
With a perfect sound
And a perfect smell

longing pain

Years have passed
Your still there
Can't forget you at last

Time and time again
I wished for you
Longing for your kiss to smooth my pain

Drama after drama we lost us
In a turmoil of indifference
Not doing what we must

Since then shattered heart
Never ending doubt
Sharp like a dart

And I miss you
Truly with all I have
I miss you

groggy

Moment de grâce dans le souffle d'un matin tranquille

Je n'ai pas encore de mots pour m'écrire 

Pas encore de paroles pour me dire

Mais assé de conscience pour sentir le temps qui file

Encore tout moue

Encore tout floue

Dormant dans l'inconscient

D'un éveil lent

Grande douceur

Pour grande douleur

Du sommeil 

À l'éveil

Brule ma conscience 

Dans mes idéaux et leurs absence

Tout groggy

D'une autre vie

Grise journée

Soleil de matiné

Peu m'importe

Puisque tu l'emportes