Raped
Strong words for strong feelings
Invaded in my brain
Forced to say what I didn't wanted

Forced in
Pushed in
Without consentment
Without choice

Like my privacy was nothing
Like my trust was worthless
In my mind i was safe
And I can't trust anymore

Bouncing ideas
Echoeing my fear
Clearing my head
Only in my head

For I know why
For I know how
Surviving in my brain
Slowly cornered into something unwanted

And while my armor is pierced and weak
My wounds open and bleeding
I still love despite agression
But gray is everywhere now