Walk in the desert

A decisive walk
In the desert of loneliness
Tasting the dirt in my mouth
And on I go

Solitude trying to creep in
You will loose this fight
For my armor is strong
And my will unbreakable

Each step forward
Making me stronger
And with your name tattooed
I'm invincible

Fleur d'un pêché
Jamais consommé
D'un désir
Sans agir.

doom

Battling within myself
Between desire and you
Crackling the shell of myself
My true me is hiding

Dodging every words
Trying to escape our fights
And your tears
This is harder then it should

Doubt creeping in
Like a silen assassin
Our path crossed
Starting to beleive I was meant to doom you.

something left?

Endless romance
Broken to pieces
Each part glued
Each part salvaged from the wreck

Critics after critics
Words shot like an arrow
To hurt, to provoke
Wounded love crawling back up

Judging the core
Unadequate outer shell
Will something be left
Of this thing you once loved?

opposition

Metal and silk
Hard but sweet
Pain in joy
Pleasure until sadness

Futur from past
Present till present
Love create hate
Passion and resentment

Hope crashing desillusion
Beauty deformed ugliness
Will or defeat
Time Will Count

'' it's a waste of time asking people who they really are. All you can do is accept them as is and have faith in them. Cuz in the end, whoever you think they are, that's who they are.''
-K, SAO-

Je suis Charlie

La plume pleine d'encre lourde
Gorgée de la peine d'une violence sourde
Planté dans un décor de lumière
Des balles sur des crayons pour les faire taire

Pendant que l'on s'indigne
Que d'autres se signent
La violence, elle, grande gagnante
D'une loterie sanglante

On oublie les origines et les pourquoi
De toutes ses questions de foie
Rappelons-nous que c'était d'abord pour mieux aimer
Que nous avions décidé de prier.

#jesuischarlie

A whisper of love
From a distant pass
Like a soft wind
passing by my skin

Tears have come
Drowning the colors of passion
Diluding the intensity of a lifetime
Into sorrows of a glimpse

Life in a conspiring
Splitting my heart and soul
Making my head spin
The war started in me

Calm and peace
Long gone in the history
That became us
Long gone in the struggles

Movement is inevitable
Laying still will not hold anymore
And from a option to the other
Death is looking over...

Will i live
Will I thrive
Will I die
Will I fade...

I need a illumination
I need a options
No space and no room
From myself I cannot defend.

"Young Forever/Halo" #OnTheRunHBO

toujours au creux
cet élan qui m'habite
cette pulsion immuable
coeur de désirs abstraits

cerveau cramé
par trop de chemins violents
mourant d'avoir trop marché
toujours dans la crainte

dormant
les mots aiguisés
l'arc pret a décoché
brulure vengeresse

en vrille perpetuelle
constante inconstance
douce ivresse
appeurante

J'ai cette certitude qu'un jour
Près ou loin
Mon coeur me tuera
Anéantissant ma tête

L'ampleur de mes erreurs
Le jugement de mon propre inconscient
M'achèvera bien
De m'engloutir dans le noir

Un jour ma tête me quittera
Mon équilibre perdu
Mes idéaux brisés
Le coeur vaincu

Je mourrai d'avoir voulu
Trop aimé trop bien
D'avoir trop espéré
Les histoires que ma tête a crée

Je crève d'être autre chose que moi
Je vois au loin le glas...
Encore plus loin
Encore plus creux.

Raped
Strong words for strong feelings
Invaded in my brain
Forced to say what I didn't wanted

Forced in
Pushed in
Without consentment
Without choice

Like my privacy was nothing
Like my trust was worthless
In my mind i was safe
And I can't trust anymore

Bouncing ideas
Echoeing my fear
Clearing my head
Only in my head

For I know why
For I know how
Surviving in my brain
Slowly cornered into something unwanted

And while my armor is pierced and weak
My wounds open and bleeding
I still love despite agression
But gray is everywhere now

Khalissi

Désir acide d'une éternité impossible
Dans nos paradis perdus
Dans nos nuits maudites
Le sors est jeté contre nous

L'aurore des matins chauds
Brule ma peau de ton absence
J'écris mon manque
Pour avoir tes mots couchés sur moi

Et quand nos silences forcés
Me condamne as-t’imaginés
C'est avec des larmes d'ennui
Que je vois enfin notre vie

Pure Bliss

Eyes of another world
Pulling on me like a black hole
Me drifting in, as an helpless light
Attracted to my own death

Printed in my memory
Carved in my dreams
So deep that fractions
Becomes hours

And in this instant you see right through me
Do I see right through you?
Am I just another lost soul in those temple
Or is there really something reaching to each other

Since then I haven't quite been the same
Part of my focus dwell on what was
In a fraction of a second
Pure bliss.

Claire de lune d,un passé obscur
Dans mes noirceurs de jadis
Ton sourrire et ma patience
T'amadouant tranquillement

Toi sauvage et belle
J'attendrai pour la tendresse
Pour que tu crois
Pour que tu me vois.

Picture perfect in a dream of mine
A place where i thrive to get
Just a feeling of serenity
Just a certitude that finally i've arrived

A beautiful Peaceful smile
Eyes closed, breathing steady
By my side your happy
By yours im contempt

Not wanting for anything
Not unachieved in anay way
With a perfect sound
And a perfect smell

longing pain

Years have passed
Your still there
Can't forget you at last

Time and time again
I wished for you
Longing for your kiss to smooth my pain

Drama after drama we lost us
In a turmoil of indifference
Not doing what we must

Since then shattered heart
Never ending doubt
Sharp like a dart

And I miss you
Truly with all I have
I miss you

groggy

Moment de grâce dans le souffle d'un matin tranquille

Je n'ai pas encore de mots pour m'écrire 

Pas encore de paroles pour me dire

Mais assé de conscience pour sentir le temps qui file

Encore tout moue

Encore tout floue

Dormant dans l'inconscient

D'un éveil lent

Grande douceur

Pour grande douleur

Du sommeil 

À l'éveil

Brule ma conscience 

Dans mes idéaux et leurs absence

Tout groggy

D'une autre vie

Grise journée

Soleil de matiné

Peu m'importe

Puisque tu l'emportes

broken by a new past

Memory of a not so distant past

Where we were walking under the sun 

Of that country we were in love with

Hand in hand, soul in soul

In you words the tought of me

Me with someone else in my mind

And you never knew

That right there you were her

Looking back I can't help 

But find the irony in it

That when you felt you got me

You also changed me

You became that memory I can't forget

To never leave me after

I still see you in every shades

In every smile

Looking back with great pain 

At those eyes I drowned in

I can't come back 

From that country of ours

Longing to for you

That i will never have again

That I lost along the way

That made and broke me

bella

Tes yeux noirs de jais
Dans lesquels je me perdais
Jadis dans notre insousciance
A l'epoque de notre errance

Nos coeurs meurtrie
Ce sont fui
Mais nos ames soeurs
Ont lie a jamais nos coeurs

Et le temps
M'aura tue en amant
Et je saigne nue
D'avoir trop attendu