fed up

*this one is a little agressive based on a fed up feeling. Excuse the language

Could I please stop missing you so goddamn much

Can I fucking stop hurting every time I see your smile

Frozen on a digital screen I just can't freaking stop going back too

I am so over this feeling, but so not over you

Where I am now you should be a distant memory

But O know! Are you ever so present

If fucking bugs me every time I see you comment

Even if were not ''friends'' anymore

Because we were always so much more than this

And it bust my balls to be stuck on repeat wishing for a life well never have

For a night that will never come, no mather how many times we fucking promessed

Im fed up restraining my tears that never really stopped after that long drive

You killed me inside and for god knows what reason

I still wander in the memories of our past self

Where, did I was so ever stupid, to beleive our 2 fucked up self would make it!