Hurt eternity

This wait that sucks out all my energy
My life everyday feel more and more empty
And for what do I fight
for a hope, for a light?

Is there anything to hope for
Or will I end up alone on the floor
Is there any passion left in me
Is there enough forgiveness to let it free

When the day is raising
Finally the sleep is catching
Like I can't sleep without her
But I can't bare a day with that anchor

From the bed to the day
I feel this is my way
Of not giving up
by beating myself up

And it will hurt
If it end up being just a flirt
But it will change me
if it's for eternity.