blooming flower

While I know your blooming away
I perish away
And you get back all of your color
Me falling down my darkness again

And this shine that your trying to get back
I feel like it's cut out of my own colors
A peak of jealousy maybe
or a desperate attempt not to die away

like any flower, i've been looked at
but will be tossed away once the beauty as faded
and I wish I was a dry one
that you keep in a book as a memory